Mochatanbabe.

young ambitous gypsy - inspired by many, committed to one.

Do You Feel Me

Sometimes I feel

Angry
Sad
Upset
Emotional
Confused
Lonely
Afraid
Restless
Paranoid
Lost
Unhappy
Useless

And sometimes, happy.

And I often ask why.

I just want to save you.

I am angry. I am hurt. I am appalled. I am indifferent. I am sadden. I am sympathetic. I am blind. I am mad. I am upset. I am furious. I am disgusted. 

I just want to cry.

I keep asking myself why. Why you. Why that. Why this.

Images play back and forth in my mind, and my heart wanting to believe it isn’t true. 

I feel your pain. I feel your need. I feel everything you feel. 

I am most puzzled because everything makes sense. It completely does and I can’t hate you for that because I love you - every little thing about you.

I am most speechless because it made you, you. 

I have never felt so much hatred in my soul against another human being. You are sick and you deserve punishment. How dare you - you little bastard.

I hope you rot in burning hell.

Just know I love you and much more because you are you. I’ll take you flaws and all over anyone over anyday. 

You are the most strongest person I know.

I love you so much.